The Emotional Rollarcoaster

I don't really know what to write. There are a lot of emotions running through this body of mine. So many I don't even think its hunmanly possible... Anyways some of the emotions I do recognize I will tell you about.. and hopefully I don't bore you to death....

Two of my very best friends are getting married (not to each other), but to two boys who will love them forever and ever. Their weddings are three months apart. I honestly think I am more excited then they are. Emotion=Excitement.

I am starting to realize out of my friends, I still don't have a boy. I am definitely not whining about it, I am sorry if you take it that I am. When the time is right & I will meet this guy and it will be glorious. But, I do feel that time keeps going on and on and on.... Emotion= Impatience 

I have a job. Its an alright job. I am saving to buy my new car. I will get the car that I want. I will make the decisions financially that will help me get this car. My very own decisions, yes BIG GIRL decisions.. I am excited yet doubtful I will ever make enough for the vehicle I want. Emotion= Doubtful

On days I don't work, I just sit around. Watch some t.v. stalk on facebook, do some tweeting, pin on pinterest. Not necessarily in that order, you get the jist of it. I do miss school and all the fun things. I miss...some...of the people. Just can't get back into the rhythm of things... Emotion= Confused/Disappointment

After all my complaining I have been doing I think its time for the happy or something emotion. I am so grateful for all my "friends" I have. (Not made to sound sarcastic...) They are always there, and always pull me outta this rut i'm in... Emotion= Gratitude. 

Those are some the emotions. Sorry if bored you to death. That was not the goal. Its amazing how so many emotions can run through your body, but you chose which ones to portray. Its truly amazing. 

What makes me, me.

I have come to realize I take many things for granted,  1st the church. 2nd my family. 3rd my friends. There are definitely more, but these are the main ones I need to focus on.

The Church.

I am so thankful for being apart of The Church of Jesus Christ and Latter day Saints. Whenever I have felt alone or don't understand why I'm here. My father in Heaven has always been there for me. Through my mistakes and screw-ups, is he so forgiving and so loving. I don't know where I would be without him in my life. Leading and Guiding me to do good. I am so grateful to be apart of a True church. 

My Family.

I definitely take my family for granted it makes me sick thinking about it. I do not remember a time when they haven't been there for me. My little brother is the most loving person I know. He is always trying to make me laugh when I am  sad, and is so helpful and so kind. He is the best brother in the world. (Don't argue. Its true.) My mom is the sweetest kindest woman you will ever meet. She has taught me so many lessons in my life, some were very difficult but, I have grown from them. My daddy, he bends over backwards to make me happy, to make sure I am safe and that I have everything that I need. He works so hard for my family. He is by far the best dad in the world.

My Friends.

I can't name all of my friends but, I am thankful for all of them. They have all taught me different lessons and different strengths that I have. I don't know where I would be without my friends. I am so grateful for them. I make them go through a lot of crap and I am so happy they stuck through with me. 

Addiction Quenched.

Hello my name is Madie, & I am addicted to Victorias Secret sweats..

Yes its a weird thing to be addicted too, but in reality it is very serious. 

I am quite sure I spend way to much money on sweats, but lets be honest, they are way more comfortable than jeans, and easier to put on, and they make your butt look good. 

I never regret buying another pair of sweats that just means I get to throw a pair of my ugly ones out! So its a win-win for me because now I  have new sweats, for my mom who will be happy to see my sweats not spewing out of my dresser, and for the random person who purchases my sweats at D.I. cause they get a new pair of sweats. 

Crazy, Stupid, Love

I honestly have a lot of favorite movies, I can't really decide which one is. But after last night, I have come to a decision. Crazy, Stupid, Love has made it onto the top. Pretty sure this is one of the best movies I have seen in a long time.

Ryan Gosling. uhhh, can I say BOW CHICA WOW WOW!!! Holy mother of pearls. I thought he was fantastic in The Notebook but, this just tops it off. There is just something about him that just makes you want to sin! Mhmmm....

Sorry went off track a little bit. Lets be honest, this is a great movie. Its gets worst before it gets better which is true, in life almost anywhere. We just have to keep reminding ourselves that. 

Well, I am going to watch this movie for the 4 time...today...awesome. 

Thank you Adele

Adele why are you so great??

Love this song. 

Love Adele.

This song is about TRUE love.

Thank you Adele for beautiful music. 

Job....New Car

I finally got a job.

As a receptionist.

Yay! 

I am very excited but really, really nervous about it. 

I had my first training today and well, it was like getting smacked in the face

with a huge bat. Lots of tax stuff I will be doing. 

I am going to be working with some.. ahem.. well older people so I am going to have to practice my LOUD VOICE. 

I am thinking I should start drinking coffee...nahh just kidding but it sounds better and better every day, just thinking about all the work that is going to be done. 

But, hopefully I learn it fast. 

Since its only a "seasonal" job I will have a find another job so I can buy my beautiful car. 

Patience is going to have to be my middle name for awhile....

Ugly Sweater party=Success

The ugly sweater party was fabulous! 

Lots of food and friends.

I love Christmas parties, maybe its just me but it always seems like

Christmas parties have better food than normal parties... hmm...

I am so thankful for all the people who came and for my friends who through the party! 

Gotta love Christmas.